Ich kenne nicht.

I don’t know where or what this leads to. But all I know is that this is confusing enough to scare me. Every time I think of you my heart aches because when you walked away, you took my heart away with you. In my desperate attempts to stop you from leaving, I only managed to claw back my heart that too in pieces, but a part of it is still with you. And that is where I stay stuck.  Knowing that I can no longer look forward to your call or your text; to meeting you or seeing you smile that smile of yours breaks my heart to into a million pieces that I will never be able to put together. To know that the hope that dwells in my heart is no longer for me to have only provokes an irrevocable hatred for the fact that I am human, and an imperfect one at that. The fact that I will never be able to undo the consequences of my human fallacies arouses such anguish deep within me that it only seems befitting for me to suffer this heart-breaking agony. Though I know there is no escape from this, and I have become a prisoner of the consequences of my shortcomings, I hope that someday, I will be redeemed. I may not live in peace, but I hope to die in peace knowing that I had been forgiven and my soul had been salvaged from being condemned to hell.

P.S: I really don’t know what am I talking about.

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~ by Kritika Sethi on August 13, 2011.

2 Responses to “Ich kenne nicht.”

  1. I only want to suggest you that……….
    In life, Pain inevitable, but suffering is optional…..

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